A bunch of co-workers and friends put this video together for my 21st Birthday!

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My video of my 21st Birthday Extravaganza

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well i need some ideas for a great way to decorate the party or anything i did have his mom send me some cute pictures of when he was little and i want to use them some how im just cant think of a great way to use them any ideas?
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I just read this and it is awfully long and not wonderfully coherent but thank you if you do take the time to read it.
This sounds truely pathetic and bizarre but my face is swollen from crying for a good 2 hours even though i really didn’t want to and the same all last night and it’s just ridiculous, it’s been getting worse since xmas and has affected my work seriously recently to the point where I didn’t submit last friday because I hadn’t finished, so there goes the good grades i got before xmas. I am suspending studies because though I’ve spoke/embarrassingly unintentionally cried to my tutor, seen the doctor etc no one can actually help in that i can’t finish the work right now to the standard it need to be, however i can’t afford to return after suspending either and I work so hard to get here because I haven’t been able to live with my parents for years so i took a year out a worked and spent no money to afford to do art foundation so i could get on this course after and got a distinction on art found last year and all for this, which i have now truely fucked up and i’m so angry with myself but i honestly can’t seem to stop it, no matter how hard i try not to i burst into tears even in the frozen veg section in sainsburys and its so embarrassing and physically its making me tired and sick and headachey and i don’t sleep and when i eventually do it’s interupted and I only seem to get a few hours, I’m already just turned 21 last month and i can’t afford to come back next year because of all these awful penalty fees for dropping out and that i can’t just go live at home and save up like most people, and there doesn’t seem to be any help to stay (I realise the whole thing looks like my fault) and if i work to pay the fees assuming i can stop vomiting/crying etc then save to go to uni again it won’t be next year as i’ve aready missed ucas and can’t afford it and I can’t do anything worthwhile in the mean time so i feel like i’ve just wasted so many years. And today I saw a new doctor as a follow up after being told to strongly consider meds and she said oh your on the pill this could all be down the horomonal build up/problems from that, i feel like I have ruined everything and I don’t know if i’ll ever stop regretting it and blaming myself, and it could all be because of a stupid pill?
I don’t really know what I’m asking, but I can’t really leave my room right now because my face is hideous red and swollen and i wanted to distract myself abit, but has anyone else been this depressed at uni? and did their uni help them at all?
I neglected it for month as i though it was just a bad month and I have always got through bad times and just worked it off but it’s just spirelled to this, I know I’m bring irrational but I’m so dissapointed in myself last year i thought i had finally worked to reach a point where i could be happy and achieve things after some family etc problems that really affected my live and i’ve just thrown it all away because of this, and i don’t even know why i’m live this, i try so hard not to be and yet here I am looking like a swollen tomato which a head and stomach ache.
And i’m v sorry about all the typos, I just didn’t reread it all and it was one of those awfully written spur of the moment rants.
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no copyright infringement intended youtube “during my 21st birthday held at my place last March 28,2009.”0**

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I recently turned 21 and Im so unhappy with my life. I always thought that when I got out of high school I would know what to do with my life, but that’s not the case. I didn’t go to college and know I feel like the past couple years have been a waste of time. Especially the last year, I was laid off from my job and have been unemployed for the last 12 months. So now Im stuck living at home trying to find a job. Im hopeful I will be working soon. The problem is all this free time has got me thinking…and thinking…..and thinking. Where is my life going?
I feel so lost and confused. I don’t want to have different dead end jobs for the rest of my life. And the money is not whats important to me, I just want to be happy. I know what interest me, but I don’t know how that can play out for my future. Im very creative,(or at least I use to be) I love painting, I enjoy books and writing, and participating in theater, but my family says those activities are a waste of time. So I find myself depressed feeling like I have no options and no future.
People say I have my whole life ahead of me, then why do I feel like Ive missed my chance at my life? I no longer go out with my friends, I only speak to them occasionally. And my boyfriend and family cant stand to be around me for much time because Im always so down. This is not the person I want to be ….but I don’t know what to do!
How do I get out of this rut…get some motivation….or where do I start?
Is this a mid life crisis at 21?! Has anyone been in a similar position? Any advice would help….please no rude comments.

thank you
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