I hate my life. My “Mom” ignores my phone calls and she doesn’t want to talk to me. When I was 15 I moved from Mississauga Ontario to Algeria. I was born in October 6,1992 in Toronto Ontario Canada. I am a Canadian citizen. Now I still don’t understand, I haven’t seen my family for nearly 3 years and I have this rage inside me where I am about to explode. I feel like no one loves me, ever since I moved here, I lived 2 years with my grandma and until up to 4 months ago where I moved to the capital of Algeria and my Dad and I now live alone. I hate my family, they are all nothing but liars. My DAD lies in my face, same with my MOM and they force my siblings to lie to me. So no one will be honest with me, my DAD leaves Algeria and goes to Canada every Friday and usually comes back Monday or Tuesday.

So I seriously don’t get it, he said the only reason he is living here is for me. He thinks Canada is not good for me in some way which I don’t even understand. When I ask him he always uses the excuse that I was not listening to him in Canada, and wanted to join a gang, get my ears pierced and so on. My MOM starts yelling at me when I tell her I know my DAD is in Canada. I rarely get to go outside, my DAD doesn’t trust me to let me out for more than 5 minutes. I am 17 and he treats me like a kid. I don’t know where to turn. He keeps telling me I am worried about you and if you leave I will cry a river of tears. I really don’t like it when people lie to me and when I told my MOM she was like “We are not people” thank who the f are they if they are not people? She was like “We are your parents”.

Now I have this rage inside me, I don’t know what to do. My Dad says when I am ready I can go back to Canada. Ready for what? Should I just apply for my birth certificate and Canadian passport? And than go to America when I am 18?

I have started a business a week ago and have reached $300 USD profit. Should I keep on saving up?

My parents wont buy me anything. And I mean no clothes, no electronics or anything. My Dad yells at me, same with my MOM, My brother who is 21 I hate him so much. He gets everything, he has a car, lives a great life with my 10 other siblings. And I am the 3rd oldest in the family so NO I am not the youngest. I have a brother who is 3 years and a half, a sister who is 1 year old and the list goes on.What I do not understand is why they think Algeria will be better for me. It’s worse, when I cam here is when I started to drink, date, have sex and the list goes on. Any Ideas? Please be honest and not mean.
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